i miss you. i really do

not gonna lie to myself
not even once

yes i miss you
from the bottom of my heart

miss you when i turn on the pc
miss you when i wanna log in msn
miss you when i can't get to sleep

i miss you n send you msgs
but u just seldom reply me
it hurts. it really does..

i told myself not to miss you
n it did work for missing you more

funny
when time pass
n we didn't have a long chat for.....
.....almost half year

i realize i don't miss you as i think i will
maybe.. it just like an usual practice

when you put it down for a long time
you will simply forget how to miss a person



but i tell myself
i miss you
i really do... ;'(