it's empty

what's inside my body instead of my soul

been working recently
tired, tired n tired
both mental n physical

i know now
it's really hard to work on a job you don't like
or say,
not your favorite

you need to deal with troublesome customers
and yourself at the very same time

no time for you to adjust your emotions
no time for you to be emo
not even one second

full n tight schedule didn't make life easier
but time flies n empty

and i think..
i miss my friends deadly
really, from the button of my heart
i do miss my friends, everyone

i wanna hug somebody when i felt low
but no, no one is always there for me
at least
no one from my work place is available for me to hug

i don't wanna explain to those workmates
they just don't understand, they won't understand
or say, i don't want them to know my secret
my little secret
that there is always someone i miss hided in my heart