2011年7月20日星期三

it's empty


what's inside my body instead of my soul

been working recently
tired, tired n tired
both mental n physical

i know now
it's really hard to work on a job you don't like
or say,
not your favorite

you need to deal with troublesome customers
and yourself at the very same time

no time for you to adjust your emotions
no time for you to be emo
not even one second

full n tight schedule didn't make life easier
but time flies n empty

and i think..
i miss my friends deadly
really, from the button of my heart
i do miss my friends, everyone

i wanna hug somebody when i felt low
but no, no one is always there for me
at least
no one from my work place is available for me to hug

i don't wanna explain to those workmates
they just don't understand, they won't understand
or say, i don't want them to know my secret
my little secret
that there is always someone i miss hided in my heart

2011年7月13日星期三

i don't want a day ends..

i don't want to leave the computer.
i don't want a day ends

i don;t wanna go sleeping
even i'm damn tired now

i don't want to be fat
but i do need food
and love to eat everyday
especially right after my work
so hungry huh

2011年7月6日星期三

Trust.

有時好得意
當你決定左要相信一件事, 一個人
就算唔知原因, 甚至冇原因
信, 就係信

唔係為左信而信
而係. 我真心信

然後我會覺得
能夠相信
係一件幸福的事

而被相信的
更幸福 ;)

2011年6月23日星期四

how great?!

hate that when i saw u online
n just opened the chat box

u suddenly went OFFLINE -,-

how great



haha
full of u in this blog
im like kinda willing to express my feelings now lol

oh it takes me 20 years to learn lol

2011年6月21日星期二

i miss you. i really do

not gonna lie to myself
not even once

yes i miss you
from the bottom of my heart

miss you when i turn on the pc
miss you when i wanna log in msn
miss you when i can't get to sleep

i miss you n send you msgs
but u just seldom reply me
it hurts. it really does..

i told myself not to miss you
n it did work for missing you more

funny
when time pass
n we didn't have a long chat for.....
.....almost half year

i realize i don't miss you as i think i will
maybe.. it just like an usual practice

when you put it down for a long time
you will simply forget how to miss a person



but i tell myself
i miss you
i really do... ;'(

2011年6月18日星期六

YES! Time is running short...

yes! time is running short
but i really don't wanna grow up lol

ha everyday i just wanna be a kid
trouble-free, why not?

but the truth is
i am already an adult...
how sad /__\

time is running short
n not gonna wait for anyone

so, why not spending your time on something interesting but work?!

oh yeah. the reality is I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!
almost forgot this main reason of working
n also the experience i needed to show my ability to work
work with a team..

oh ha
night time sickness appears..

time to bed
good night charlie ;)